YouDeserveNothing

Let's start from the beginning. When it was just you and me. And our hearts fell like ashes from the cigarettes we'd been smoking. But every ash has its end. And I suppose we met ours. Dead and dying in the dust, While our hearts roared on With the engines in the cars We's spend hours in. Nights and days, Never wanting to come home. Sometimes I look up to the stars at night. Strangers twinkling in the dark Because your eyes were the only stars I knew. Lights of passing cars Shined like beacons in the night Then for a simple moment One simple moment I forgot that heading home Would never happen again Because your arms were

I'm going to rant. Then delete this so no one can see this because all you people do is judge judge judge and this is a super delicate subject that I don't need anyone fucking messing with. But I met someone. And he's perfect. I've said that before, but his flaws aren't even real flaws to me, I love them regardless. He's adorable, and a fucking musician, and he's so sweet, and he just has something about him that keeps me coming back. I don't understand. I'm so scared that I just feel this way because I was lonely, but even though I'm talking to him I'm still lonely. So I don't really think that's it. He lives in Michigan, but I'm graduating